It felt …weird. In the days and months that followed, I was *supposed* to be grieving.
And in many ways, I was.
But, I had discovered my ability to talk to my Dad and Kristian every day, and to heal my life by bringing the experiences I truly desired into my field of consciousness...specifically through my Starseed body.
This ability was sparked by a profound, “out of body” experience I shared with my husband at his time of death.
I speak about this experience in greater detail in my keynote speech (which… it probably makes more sense to hear about it that way…) but in a nutshell, he and I were so close, like, twin flames close, that he communicated his passing to me on a soul level in many ways during the 24 hours before he left this earth...
...and at his time of death, he took me with him to another realm, where I saw what we all are at our core: pure, infinite love.
Whoa, right?!!
Imagine experiencing this, as a 28-year-old woman. Part of me said “no, thanks” and didn’t want to connect the dots…
...from strange conversations between the two of us 48 hours prior to his accident, to seeing repeating numbers and hearing voices of protection the day of, to being lifted out of my own body as he took me into the void to say goodbye.
I “heard” the knock on my apartment door an hour before two men appeared to tell me my husband was involved in a crash… I remember saying to one of them, “this isn’t real. You were just here an hour ago.”
But it was all real...
...as real as the crushing feeling of numbness, shock, and anguish at having my true love ripped away from me.
The days and weeks after Kristian’s death were a blur. I was still grappling with my Dad’s death the year before, and now the two most important men in my life were gone.
I felt like an empty husk and struggled to find meaning in each sunrise.
Still, there was a whisper within telling me that the realm Kristian showed me was real, and I needed to look deeper to understand why I had experienced such an intense connection with him.
I began to journal every day, after meditating on “that feeling” I had experienced of being taken to another place.
What started to flow from the tip of my pen was unexpected, and yet sounded so familiar:
“Perhaps I may sound different than what you remember from my time on Earth. Yet, I am speaking the same words now as I did then, what I already knew to be true during our brief time together: that we are powerful beyond measure, and we are meant to live, give, and receive love. This holy exchange is the reason why we choose to come here, and why we again choose to return home. Hold this love up to the light, and let every day be an examination of its splendor.”
There it was, in plain language in front of me: “The Voice” of my inner consciousness.
It wasn’t simply a channel, it was a language I knew I shared with Kristian, with my dad, and with everyone else.
It was the seat of non-judgement, the fabric of our connectedness, and flow with all of life.
It was confirmation of everything my Starseed truth held within.
This voice was my way forward, and became my mission to guide others to recognize.
(Side note- many gurus would love to sell you the idea that this voice takes years and years to recognize/manifest/call into consciousness. Not true. The message above was one of the first excerpts from my journal, and reads just as true as the messages I channel to this day. Anyone can access inner peace in an instant.)
I learned how to commune with “The Voice” daily and continued writing what I heard.
The Voice has given me many gifts since then...
...it urged me to quit my job and see the world.
...it brought new love into my conscious reality.
It brought empathy, compassion, and awareness.
It told me to be still, receive, and write as the Council of Twelve Starchetypes™️ were presented, and specifically how to help other Starseeds apply these teachings to their life.
My life's mission is to transfer this knowledge to all Starseeds willing to accept a new and better reality...
...Starseeds who are ready to listen to their inner truth, too.